Friday, July 31, 2009
Today was a strange day.super strange indeed.
I am still reading harry potter no.7
Now page
364just passed the halfway mark
Today i went to go fri prayers at ghufran with rizal
i wanted to go to the mosque (for which i do not know the name)
but he say ghufran faster.
It was faster.=)As i pray and it ended,
i tot about her
i know i shouldnt
but recently
just recently
seriously recently
she
came
back
in
my
dreams.
And the minyak attar reminded me of her scent
nt the same smell but it triggered the memory
that 1 scent that i still vividly remembered
i still think about her
but not that much
it helps soothe my confuse head
and calms my mind
Why she left me?
im still confusedstill trying to understand
comprehend.
10:38 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Celebrated Marc 19 bdae at his house on sat.
3 words.
PHOTO
FUN
TABOO
Well today went back to school at a new block
have script ess and film language
not bad ah
i was looking forward to film language
look at film daily and critic on it.
Today the squad met and discussed on current mission status and former operations
...
And the rest is history
I wasnt feeling too well today
maybe is lack of sleep or maybe its because
nvm no point alrdy
i guess she only can come in my dreams now..=(
7:21 AM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I felt a tear drop tonight'
its so very sudden
i knew this was going to happen
i am so afraid of seeing her
i know it will break my heart
but now i think she is happy with her life
and i have no buisness at all
i close my eyes hoping to ease the pain
People tell me
'oh there are a lot of girls out there'
i know, its just not the same
i think my heart has heart resistance
And i think if she ever knew
i am still alone here
every night i pray that she is well and happy
i just wish i leave with 1 question
Do you ever think about me?
once or at all?
i guess its up to god
How i wish i could feel her heart again
and she touched mine
all that is just left are memories
sweet but painful
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
I had in you
To late, I'm sure
and lonely
another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now
against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
-Mayday Parade-
3 cheers for 5 years
11:09 AM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Well its been like weeks
blocks not getting easier
VPRESS AND PCOMD
haiyo
Anyway i need remember this
The moment she left the door,
i need to close my heart
But there are signs,
But i must ignore it
I dunnoe
5:11 AM
