If i made a list of things i miss

                                 It will start with,

                         The way your sweet smell lingers still...
3:04 PM





I remember one cheer up line from my friend
he said 'Dn worry, there is still alot of forest in the trees!'
with a CONFIDENT LOOK SUMMORE!

from sadness to laughter in a mere seconds
=D

Now i find myself in that same position as my friend
to try cheer up a friend

i myself have not fully recovered

But friends makes the world go round

and round i will go with them!

A good friend of mine is having the same problem im having 5 years ago
;Shyness

i guess i have ony few words for you my friend,
you'll never know till you tried
and go slow my friend
all the best!
=D
12:30 PM



i guess life's like that
there are drawbacks and setbacks
without those life would be boring

i think its ok if i do still have feelings for her
these feelings are kept inside somewhere
possibly waiting for the moment to come out

i would not fully understand why she left
but its ok
life's like that remember

i hope somewhere we both meet in the future
more ready to go at it again
i harbor this hope in my heart

just a hope

dear god, i thank you for allowing me to feel loved by someone special
sum1 i wanted and loved so much
although for a while

maybe she will never this,
but she left me with things and marks
marks of her love and who she was

she taught alot of things
things i am grateful for

Alhamdulilah =D
10:34 AM



i felt that feeling before
when you love someone and she love u back just as much
its this fuzzy feeling
=D

Smiling helps always
Anytime
Anywhere
Anyhow
9:11 AM





tear 2 |ti(ə)r| |tɛ(ə)r| |tɪə|
noun
a drop of clear salty liquid secreted from glands in a person's eye when they cry or when the eye is irritated.
• a drop of such liquid secreted continuously to lubricate the surface of the eyeball under the eyelid.
• ( tears) the state or action of crying : he was so hurt by her attitude he was nearly in tears | sock puppets that moved Jack to tears.i cried last night.

terimah kasih by afghan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8yb-fsSunY&feature=related

the lyrics...
how i would say
menusuk kalbu means (touch the soul)

one is this;

I'd come to realize in my loneliness
after going so far
The rays of your love guided me back
Never again all those mistakes that hurt you
Thank you my love for everything


There was pain but this pain was different
Not like what i felt before
There was tears
But i embraced it

Memories streamed in slowly..

Then i realized mistakes i did to her
Those stupid things.
She was still there standing lovingly beside me then..

I remembered one of the many mistakes i made to her
when we went out as a group and she did not talk to me that much or stayed near me
Den i go on merajuking
Even when she was like being caring to me i was like in my own world
And she forgave me for it

God how stupid i was thinking about it

Now she is gone..

Its funny how when we had something we overlook the small details
But its these small details that we miss the most when the thing is gone

i'm Sorry

If i may say this,
Terimah Kasih Sayang
10:04 AM




AARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to have a friggin haircut
long hair is nice
but is fucking irritating when ur fringes pokes ur eyes
i wearing glasses btw.
pppppzzzztttttfffffffffff
6:11 AM



Went out with the stooges
Shisha outing
too bad not full roster
oni jinhan marc ian azhar and me
Today was the first time i saw a fucking angry manjen!
he was pissed cuz he had to wait for us at the bridge bustop long
and it was a warm day
he was really pissed off
DAMN FUNNY AH!
this gives me and idea for a movie
wen manjen go wild!
smoked sheesha mango flavour
how diff this would be had IT not happened
10:40 AM