Friday, February 27, 2009
My tears don't stop when i think about her
Yes i don't think about her much anymore, or at all
I guess only she knows why until now im still single
But sometimes...
Like today,
i went to alkaff for fri prayers
i was early so i sat there and reflected
there i was sitting at the same spot 6 mths ago
6 mths ago where my fone was still her pic on it
her msg there ringing
then my heart went KRAK
Only ALLAH knows what i felt today
Yea i know but friday is a good day for me
i always reflect on this day,
i dunnoe why but my heart always feels at ease on fridaes
Its been close to 2 mths since i last heard from her
there were times where i want to call/msg/msn her
but i had p1
and also i couldn't do it
anw she has exams to study
i shldnt be disturbing her
I dn't wanna cry like a bitch
but tonight i feel like i want to listen to sad jiwang malay songs
strangely it makes my heart sad but the same time ok
and this strange feeling comes out
9:14 AM